30 Days...

That is all that is left until I leave for my new adventure...

Everyday I am feeling an intense mix of emotions, I am so excited to leave, to start this new chapter... and then I remember everything and everyone that I am saying good-bye too. I remember all of the little things that I am going to miss out on and it hurts just a little bit.

I am going to miss the birth of my newest nephew, I am going to miss Little AT and Little G growing and talking and just all around being a toddler...I am afraid that these 2 won't remember me when I come visit them... and I wont here the joyous "Hi Stiletto!" as I walk into to S's house.

I am going to miss S and AG and just hanging out.
I am going to miss my mom and the rest of the family
I am going to miss cooking.
I am afraid that when I come back grandpa will look older and be older... The man is like my father.... Him growing older saddens me.

But in the same breath I am looking forward to new friends, new adventures, a challenge and hopefully an MOC Reassignment. I am hoping to get posted to Edmonton or Cold Lake still.... somewhere close to home. But at the same time, the East Coast felt like I was home...and A's parents have graciously said that I could come visit anytime I am out east...more so if I can remuster to the airforce but they will except the navy blacks as well. LOL

Anyway, in 30 days I will be starting the next big adventure, and although I will miss everyone, I will always have you in my heart and prayers so you will never really be gone.

Call all your anxiety on him, because he cares for you - 1 Peter 5:7

- Stiletto