Drama, Drama, Drama...

*Sigh*

So much drama...Did I ever tell you how much I hate drama? And yet drama seems to follow me wherever I go... and now apparently I am creating my own drama without even knowing it.

Drama makes me sick, it really has a negative impact on me physically, and the last few days have been full of it.

First B with his not paying the tickets he had on our old car... a year and a half later and I am paying for the huge amounts of fines with $$ I don't have. Thanks Visa and cash withdrawals that you can make (hopefully the first and last time I will ever have to do that)

Then A took me off his friends list on facebook, after our long 'lets be friends' talk, and even though we were going to be 'silent friends' for the moment and try living our lives we were still going to stay friends. So it was quite the shock when I went to write a message to his sister and he was no longer a friends we had in common.

So in my stupidity and shock I asked him about it... the response I got back confused the shit out of me. "It was a really bitter pill to swallow seeing you with your arm wrapped around another man and saying how cute you think he is."

Are you fucking kidding me?!?!?! By the way the picture he was talking about was of me going to get to see Lady Antebellum and we got to get our picture taken with the band. There is a guy in the band (Charles Kelley) who is like 9ft. tall and I swoon a little over tall guys...yeah, so 3 weeks after he leaves me there is a picture of him kissing another girl, and yet it was a hard pill for him to swallow...

Plus there is some drama happening with an MG right now and I feel really bad for her, but at the same time it kind of upsets me that A thought I wasn't strong enough to do this, to live this life, and yet I was no where near the breaking point that this fellow MG is at. I don't get it, and I know I never will. I hope that she gets through this and everything is okay between her and her husband, but I just don't get it.

And now the GM for Calgary is leaving and he is leaving a week early... which sucks because I know the next guy will be an idiot... So hope the CF excepts me soon. 8 more days until I put in my application!! YAY!!

Anyway all this drama is making me sick... sick enough that I cancelled tonight's training with D, because I'd rather not only be able to do 50% of my workout. Stupid chest congestion.

So all I can say is *Sigh*
De Die in Diem.... Day by day...
- Stiletto