up's, down's and all arounds...

What a week...

A and I talked, and then sent some emails which resulted in the whole, we can be friends again... with some time to heal before. Part of me really wishes that we could be more than friends again. But I guess that is what time with-out communication is supposed to fix.

I've been talking to B again, its really weird that my ex-fiance has ended up being one of my best guy friends.. and has given me some really awesome advice when it comes to A; and moving on. I'm kind of sad that he is moving back home at the end of the month.

S's son's 2nd birthday party is this weekend and I am super pumped even though I can't believe he is 2 already. I am going to miss him Crazy bad when I join the CF... he even requested a phone call to me earlier this week which made my day. :) (Don't worry S, I will miss you too)

Sister called to tell me that Baby G finally slept through the night... Its been a while since I've heard her all refreshed and happy like that and I was sooo ecstatic for her.

Mom cashed in all her radio station points to try to win a private concert for Lady Antebellum... which she won!!! and loves me enough to take me with her... best mom ever!

D let me kick his ass on Tuesday, but then I got payback yesterday...however the trench crawl at basic should be a breeze by the time I finish my training.

All the people I asked to be a reference for me have agreed to do so!!

Everything seems to be falling into place lately... maybe not the way I want it to in some cases, but you take what you can get right?

It's hard to believe that in 2 weeks I will be a quarter of a century and finally living my life the way I want to. In 2 weeks I put in my application for the CF, It's my 25th and Its mine and S's 10 year anniversary... (I'll explain that one in a different post)

All is coming to fruition, and as scared as I am to do something this big and solely for me, I am so excited and happy. I do realize that I need to tell my father, Step-mom and Little sister. But I am still waiting I for when I actually hand in my application to do that.

So I just have to say thanks to the people above, Thanks D for kicking my ass, Thanks B for the good chats, Thanks A for putting the idea back into my head...

And to mom, S, L and Sister... You are my support group. Thank you for pointing out all the negatives and the positives that come with joining the CF... Thanks for being gung-ho about this some days and having the faith in me that I can do this, even when I don't and when you don't feel like giving me the support... I appreciate it.

Laters,
- Stiletto