I'm Baaaack....

Hey all!!

Stiletto here; I'm back!

A full year of army life under my belt, and now I'm open to everything!

So let me catch you up on the happenings of the past year..

I started another blog, Stiletto in basic.. yeah, that didn't pan out so well; basic is hard and Internet connections suck... So unfortunately I didn't get to update it.

However, this being a new year and a new start for me, I will hopefully be blogging here on a regular basis.

Here is the scoop over the past year:

I left for basic military training (BMQ) about a year ago, I got my ass kicked on a daily basis, and loved every minute of it, I managed to make some amazing friends and get through it without too many tears.

A called a few times, he wanted to get back together; apparently the girl he cheated on me with cheated on him and he was sorry and heartbroken and blah blah blah... needless to say, that didn't happen. I basically told home to grow up; figure out what he wants out of life and go from there (and as long as I wasn't part of what he wanted)

B (the ex fiance) called; he also wants to get back together... just ignored the message, B and I need to stay friends for the sake of our families; he has graciously not brought it up again (but I am sure he will, cause this is a semi-yearly occurrence)

Moving on down the alphabet... D (my trainer from previously blogs) will be wiped off the blog record... There is a new D in town. Literally in town, posted to the same place I am. We have been on a few dates, nothing serious as of yet, and really after all the drama after the last few years I am more than good with taking things slow... That being said; D is really sweet, offers to help with the dishes, making dinner for me, gets up to make me coffee; oh and doesn't freak out over the little things... I know it sounds stupid, but he helped me put my dryer together and didn't yell at me when we realized that I got the wrong things... small but made the brick wall crack a bit.

anyway, So I am living in Manitoba now, its cold and snowy and small... but I love it. I have a PMQ all to myself and I've been able to start cooking again. I love my new job, it's not what I was originally hoping for but oddly enough I think I fit well into the roll. I am still trying to get into the army (I'm currently in the navy) but hopefully in a few years that change will take place.

Basically, I'm starting to live life again, it's mainly good things, (I'm going to be an auntie yet again. I'm dating, I've finally unpacked) But there are some other things too, (appointments at the clinics (I need to get my eggs harvested, and talk about fertility options, cause with this job, I don't know if I'll be ready for kids by 30) but its all in good time.

Step number one... I am trying to get myself on track; which means, quitting smoking (something I hope to do by April 1) and staying in top physical condition, (going to the gym every weekday morning and then again Tuesday and Thursday nights)

Anyway, it's time to sign off and get the kitchen cleaned. As always I leave you with a positive affirmation:

I know now that I deserve to be loved;

Stiletto